Results are out and I would say it is the best results over the past years, nonetheless my overall GPA still sucks.
I'm starting to feel really frustrated with myself because I don't seems to be doing anything much. And I meant thinking about my future.. Or I should say, I think a lot but I'm not making any effort to do anything. Now that I'm feeling the pressure, I've just printed the kaplan application form but I don't even know when the deadline is.
And all it seems that I have on hand is how to have fun for april and then may... I'm feeling really uneasy now because I don't want to waste anymore time but I don't know what step to take next. I'm also tired of my dad pushing his idealistic ideas on me. Besides everyone else around seemed to have planned their life and know what they're doing next.
All I have is a thousand things jumbled in my brain and I'm just weighing and eliminating furtile choices. I'm so vexed I don't even know what to say already..